ill give you all the love i have with all my might
how could you lead me on
and not let me stay around
oh oh oh after the love has gone
what used to be right is wrongthis issue is just. strange.
id rather you not hide it. if you are.
but well, whatever.
saw miss tjl at parkway today.
i didnt see her at first.
she smiled at my mom :/
hahh.
EXPRESS CHINESE RESULTS TOMORROW.blahhhhhhhhhhh.
back from sa camp!
went to school with jacinta
my bag was damn big larh!
okay fine jo's bag.
i like!
anyways walked to st raphs from st mikes
went up to veekay's class, walked all the way to st mikes to find miss claire liem to get her to sign the cca record thing for green house cheer.
asked her if we could not do this year's cheer comp for sports day.
she said if you all dont want to then never mind la.
hah! now then she say.
but ahhh maybe i should just do it. last year anway.
went to mabel's class at st gabs
that smart girl wasnt there :/
back to st raphs for assembly.
wa, early morning workout or what?!
briefing by mrs matthews
off to holland road!
some missionary place. cant remember what it was called.
went there, made the bed, etc etc. checked out the place
then had session ; some t-shirt thing.
then break. stoned around for an hour?
just talking and messaging.
another session. on the photo describing thing
and yea things got rather emotional
although i didnt cry :/
but yea
learnt so much more bout the class. :)
then lunch after that, then another session.
discussed the problems in the class all
i must say i was rather annoyed la
the way we were discussing it
and i dont think we came up with any solution actually
but things were slightly better la
mass after that. waaa. the music was like screwed :(
mr chan was laughing at jacinta la!
haha but i played spirit wings with stef with hardly any mistakes.
then the priest told us ghost stories!
had one hour plus to bathe and eat
but we just had dinner then went back to the room to chill.
back to the activities room at 8.
no games! the games com ahhhh.
had
FREE TIME for the rest of the night
wrote lil notes to the others
talked to girlfriend, veekay! :D
then jo and mabel till my batt was left with 1 bar
used like 3 bars of jacinta's batt
while the rest were playing cards all
then put down.
told ghost stories with jeannine, jazryl, dawn, jen, jacinta, stef, denise and laura
wa i swear jeannine is damn freaky.
haha ended up talking bout our parents and stuff.
three beds for me and stef
stupid jacinta went to the other bed
haha. stef was talking to zeteng and she passed me tha phone. damn funny larh the both of them. hahhs.
roshini came in trying to act like a ghost.
went to sleep.
woke up when i heard punitha saying 'eh borrow beverley's slippers la.'
i straight away sat up
cus she was about to wear my gallaz ones.
haha then went back to sleep.
miss shanthi is damn retarded please.
cus me, stef, jacinta, dawn, jaz, jen and jeannine were the last ones left sleeping la
she came inside the room and started playing her retarded ringtones to wake us up.
HAHA.
went for breakfast, had another session, did the class banner, went to pack up
revealed our angel mortal thingg!
my angel was dina, and mortal was clarissa.
HAHA. gave them the nice heart sweet thing.
then took a ton of pics
and then we left.
cabbed down to hdb hub with feline, nicole and jacinta
went to meet jaime, lyn, andrea and mabel with jacinta
watched the danceworks groups practice for awhile
then jaime and lyn left
and the rest of us went for lunch at macs.
keisha came after awhile, then jo and mitch.
omggg. can i please tell you what she was wearing la.
HAHAH. okay forget it.
watched the schools perform..
serangoon jc, SAJC, CJC, nanyang poly, etc etc.
SA was quite good
corinne was damn damn DAMN cute la! :D
hahah and roxanne, jeanette, andrea and sam were performing also.
they got the theme all la. quite cool. yupps
CJ was also quite good
although i dont know what their theme was
but i like their costumes! so coolshit please.
and their dance. the hiphop.
damn style. thankyouverymuch. :D
i wanna go either CJ or SA now.
har har.
andddd nanyang poly was damn frikkin
good la.
OMGGGGG.
EYECANDY PLEASE.
hahahah. :D :D
left with jacinta, mabel and jo before the cheer thing started
mabel came to my house
and she used the com to do her stupid project :/
can you just imagine how bored i was
plus the fact that i didnt get enough sleep
finally! went to the room
where mabel lee may the idiot refused to let me go to sleep
stood at the foot of the bed staring at me
lying beside me; staring at me
using the bolster to
suffocate me
abuse la i tell you.
then she went home.
and here i am! :)
okay this entry is
damn long.
gon upload all the pics now.
all the 4/8 people, send me the pics!
go to the 4/8 blogg.
cant cant cant wait till next weekend larh!
gon be so fun :D
haha okay bye.
everybody is livin' it up
all the fellas keep lookin at us cause
me and my girls on the floor like, what
while the DJ keeps on spinning the cut
today was a super slack day.
catechism in the hall, had stations
double geog after that
brenda wan didnt come
had to do some mindmap thing
did abit then yea talked to girlfriend
played with glue!
yall should go try putting glue on your hand, wait for it to dry, then peel it off.
haha, its damn fun! :)
double english, did summary
AND i failed compre for the first fakking time
blahhhhh
luckily she's taking the 20/25 one.
recess! went to st mikes with kyna, girlfriend and mich
went off to talk to mabel
talked damn alot and ended up walking back with her
jo told us a 'story' and ran off halfway. :/
double lit, jo teo didnt come
had to do unseen prose but yea nobody did la please.
played the keyboard with them
practiced for self awareness mass
learnt how to play the romantic song!
i think its 'right here waiting'
hahah played it for girlfriend :)
and she's damn sweet la!
i think she's gon get me a present or something
after learning from
someone hahahah
checked the o level subjects thing during cme
then miss chow brought us down to the careers room to watch a show on honour killings.
in pakistan, when men think their wives are being unfaithful they'll either abuse their wives, or kill them. like what the hell?
there was this guy who saw his wife either talking to/near some other guy and he just chopped off her nose, ears, and dug out her eyeballs. and she managed to survive.
)(*&#%)(#&% wtf?
dance after school
wrote the cca record thing
they were having the student leaders investiture thing
andddd i saw avril hong and cheryl from church
zaki didnt come today.
so after dance i was with majo and all
then avril was talking to majo
so i just talked to cheryl about church stuff all
and guess what my yan jing tang was supposed to come today please!
OMGG
-hyperventilates and faints.
life is so unfair please.
HAHAHAH.
jo's mabel's and my code ; 2030/0830!
hahah retarded mabel thought of it.
dont really wanna go for camp :(
ill be missing dance!
anddd sa's danceworks.
blahhh.
okay gon pack for camp now before they call
blogg another day!
we can dance slow whichever way the beat drop our bodies will go
okay so im a retard.
i thought my com was down but its working fine. :/
harhar.
went out on sat
sa funfair (blahhh)
watched sheryl and terri play pool
lunched at sakae
met yiyang and weiloong
then the liangjie and his friend
then mr nice zara shirt guy
sat at nydc
then left with clar to meet aaron!
haha :)
this week of school has been good :)
especially because of MISS DAWNNNN LEE.
she got me THE nice puma wallet
and today, she gave me pink butterfly stickers!
like how sweet can she get please. :D
dont say i only love you when you give me things okay
cos the butterfly thing just made my day la :)
hees I LOVE YOU DAWN!
oh oh oh and i slapped jo damn hard
oops. sorry!
cus she kept annoying me larh. blahhh.
and im a happy girl today
cus tomorrow's periods are slack, we dont have anymore tests
and friday's self awareness camp! :)
we're gon get our class tees tomorrow.
hope it turns out fine.
SORRY i couldnt go with you today okay dawn. :(
just talked to mabel for over an hour :)
i love my meimei!
mmm and other things have been good too
so far i hope.. :)
blogg after self awareness!
pretty baby, don' you leave me
i have been saving smiles for you
pretty baby, why cant you see
you're the one that i belong toill be the embrace that keeps you warm
for you're the sun that breaks the storm
ill be alright and ill sleep sound
as long as you keep comin
why cant you hold me and never let go
when you touch me, it is me that you own
pretty baby, oh the place that you hold in my heart
would you break it apart again, oh pretty baby
1] name : beverley
2] nickname : bev, beviee
3] D.O.B : 280589
4] race : chinese
5] religion : catholic
6] birth place : singapore, gleneagles
7] current school : chij secondary [toapayoh]
8] cca : DANCE!
9] fav. subject : english, lit, ss
10] fav. male actor : pierre png, kui jien, ananda everingham, qi yuwu :)
11] fav. female actress : jennifer aniston.
12] fav. singer : nelly
13] fav. band : dont have a favourite
14] fav. movie : HONEY, centerstage, bring it on, angela's ashes, shutter, etc.
15] last movie seen : national treasure? i cant remember.
16] last song heard : unwritten, natasha bedingfield
17] last show seen : the 9oclock show on channel 8 last night
18] fav. numbers : 8, 28
19] fav. sports : cheerleading? netball i guess.
20] fav. sportsman/woman : jennifer capriati
21] fav. colour : black, white, pink, brown, green
22] fav. brand : no favourites
23] last 4 digit of hp no : 5484
24] no. of siblings : 2
25] fav. fast food resturants: long johns?
26] right or left handed : right
27] height : about 162cm.
28] statistics : ?
29] no. of piercing : four
30] fav. cartoon character : SPONGEBOB :D
31] fav. ice cream flavour : cookie dough, vanilla
32] fav. food : dont know? soupp.
33] fav. season : summer, winter
35] handphone model : MY PHONE! PINK samsung e800c :D
36] fav. place to holiday : hawaii
37] fav. days : friday, saturday
38] fav. months : november
39] fav .years : dont know?
40] fav. time : schooltime! for now :/ and dance time. :)
41] occupation : student
42] future occupation : dont know. :/
43] fav. radio station : perfect10
44] where do you live : parry ave.
45] your wallet brand : puma
46] your shoes brand : converse
47] your slippers brand : gallaz
48] color of your bedroom walls : white for now
49] last person you talked to : khym duzzy
50] last person you called : mabel
51] last person you sms : jo (that was yesterday)
52] last person you mms: uh my email acc!
53] do you have a crush on somebody : blank.
54] how much do you think of that person: :/
55] tell that person you like her/ him : huh?
56] whats the date today : 230205
57] whats the time now : 819pm
58] whats the day today : wednesday!
:D im happy today. my internet's down. :/ using my phone to blogg again. i think LL cool J is damn hot! dont know which is the enter button. blah. Blogg another day.
wa so cool ah. im using my phone to blogg!
its early in the morning
and my heart is really lonely
just thinkin bout you babygots me twisted in the headand i dont know how to take it
but its driving me so crazyi dont know if its right
im tossing turning in my bed
its 5 o clock in the morning
and i still cant sleep
thinkin bout your beauty it makes me weep
im feeling hopeless at home
i dont know what to do
i think im in lovebaby...
amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
then what am i feelingwhat am i doing wrong
amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
its just an illusion that i have in my heart
now i know youre not my lady but im tryin to make this right
i dont know what to do
im going out of my mind
so baby if u let me kick it wit ya then well maybe we could ride together
we could do this all nite now
i dont care if you got a man
baby i wish youd understand
cus i know he cant love you right, quite like i can
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ! :)
everybody was just so damn sweet la
special thanks to mich, ash, girlfriend, kyna, jacinta, stef, veekay, cassandra, mabel, jen, dawn, majo, vanessa toh, januari, mings, lydia, andrea, fiona, and all those that i missed out
iloveyou all :)
got alot of the food stuff, brownies, cakes, cookies
and mich! the cat that you gave me is so retarded.
girlfriend's card to me was full of rubbish :D
and kyna hunn* was soo sweet larh.
the flower that cassandra gave died really quickly :(
haha, recess was so funny!!
cassandra came back to school, she gave us flowers
and she gave mabel one too. :D
then her friends were like who's it from?
"cassandra tioh!" everyone was like oohhh.
then she gave cass a heart lollipop!
lolllls. so funny la.
HAHA, sorry meimei! :D
and just let me describe to you the scene where mich, girlfriend and i were standing in front of kyna presenting her present [a whole brownie baked by us and i did the icing :D] and kyna was so touched la.
obviously! and she was so ji dong she was kissing the whiteboard
then we lifted the box cover
she just grabbed us started hugging us
then she gave me a kiss! :)
hahaha. spastic la that one.
and and i got girlfriend the pink projectshop wallet
i want it larh damnit!
haha, and mich the total bitch lip balm
cus "you always peel your lips and youre a bitch!"
hehee :D
and and and stef gave me the best present larh!
[no, not the chocolate and card :D]
and have i mentioned that miss leo teng ming is so corny!
she gave me a ring lollipop thing
and she said, "keep the ring forever k? its a sign of our friendship and btw, its plastic"
HAHAHAH.
my goodness me.
i cant bear to eat all the food :(
i shall go take pics of my presents now!
hahaa.
ah ah ah i love valentine's days in ij! :D
but it would have been better with you around :)
i need a soldier that ain't scared to stand up for me
hellooo
at mich's house now typing out her stupid speech while ash is dictating and terri stoning
hurhur
went to town just now, met girlfriend
she made me carry some pink cellophane paper
idiotttt
bought presents for everyone already! :)
blogg later
i see you looking at me like i got what you need
had dance at eight again
did stretching
ran 6 rounds round the bball courts, and walked 1 round
then went inside, practiced syf till we died
wa, doing the whole dance
CAN DIE LARH !
so little people, so many parts...
waited for ming, mabel and kyna to finish up the danceworks thing
decided to leave for andrea's house with lydia, jaime and khym first
went there, played with the cooool sofa. :)
haha, i like!
after awhile the rest came
just ate those new year things and watched nickelodeon [sp?], disney and mtv
THEN we discovered during lunch that disney was showing
THE LION KING :D
omgg, the show was damn nice kay. hahah we were all just glued there watching
haha. so sweeeeet :)
went off after that
got presents for jacinta and ash
and that leaves stef, terri, mich and mabel !
i thinkkkk.
have i mentioned that i love stefanie michaela tang xiu hua?
she got something for me
as in not a present, something else
harhar :D
i miss you
climb on top, ride like you in the rodeo
im a happy girl today! :)
during accounts, jacinta and i were laughing about the ass thing then mrs siau was like some of you keep laughing, not even paying attention! oops :/
had practical after school, then dance
zaki came today
finished the whole syf, i think
he blocked me again. :( damn tired you know!
left at 520 to go home
bathed, changed then went to church for ash wednesday mass
there were so many people la.
i saw ------ and i pinched jacinta, HAHA
damnnnn happyy! -grins
went to sit downstairs after mass for stations :)
ahhhhhhhhh.
happy yet sad at the same time :(
what is WRONG with me.
you made my day super duperly wonderful :))I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with meYou might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to youIm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?Cause my heart keeps falling faster
Tell her you think she's cool.
Tell her why you think she's so cool.
Talk to her in movie theatres.
Hold her hand and skip.
Hold her hand and run.
Just hold her hand.
Let her pay if she wants to.
Introduce her to your friends as the coolest girl you know.Sit in the park and talk to her.
Just talk to her.
Take her to the library.
Take her anywhere.
Tell her dirty jokes.
Tell her happy stories.
Tell her sad stories.
Tell her your stories.
Tell her anything.Tell her stupid jokes.
Write poems about her.
Just walk with her.
Throw pebbles at her window.
When she starts swearing at you,
tell her you love her.
Take her to shows of bands shes never heard of.
Hold her hand in the mosh pit.
Let her fall asleep in your arms.
Call her.
Call her back if she calls you.
Sing to her, no matter how bad you are.
Carve your names into a tree.
Get her mad, then kiss her.
Go see her band play even if they really suck and tell her they were great.
Give her space if she needs it.
Stay up with her all night when shes sick.
Make up pet names for her but cool ones not sappy ones.
Write on her.
Write about her.
Make her mixtapes.
Write her letters.
Take her to cool shops and let her take you to even cooler ones.
Just hang out with her.
Listen to all the bands she mentions.
Dont tell her that her favorite bands suck.
When shes sad, hang out with her or stay on the phone with her, even if shes not saying anything.
Buy her ice cream.
Let her take all the photos of you she wants.
Look into her eyes.
Slow dance with her even if the music is fast.
Tell her a secret.
Kiss her in the rain.Just kiss her.Trust her.
Love her.Be yourself around her.Cherish her.
and
when you fall in love with her, tell her.
:)
i am bottled, fizzy water and you are shaking me up
went for 10am mass
jacinta went for 8am mass and guess who was sitting in front of her
PIERRE PNG !
omggggg. -faints
saw damn alot of people during mass
mitch was there also ?
haha.
i am so boreddddddd.
blahh.
J---- makes girlfriend's world go round
i make her world go rounder
and she makes the world go heart shaped :)
just remember who played who first, yea
just got back from town
ha, im damn tired. :/
chinese new year celebrations in school today
sitting on the road sucks !
realised itll be our last cny in ij. :/
the 'best' part was the inter-house lion dance competition
wa, jo goh plays the drums damn well please.
and mr chan ! oh my goodness me.
he's surprisingly quite good
he's gon get bad luck during cny, he still owes jacinta $30 !
isabel was entertaining me throughout :)
she's so funny.
haha,
i love my cutesterr !
went down town with girlfriend, mich, clar*mei and jacinta
watching tv in the bus, HAHA
ate at cine cartel
then went up to bk with girlfriend and clar
to sell wilson chocomania voucher and collect whatever from jonas
like seven of their friends were there, damn deadd.
MABEL was there !
she said z***** was cute.
erhhhhhh okayy haha
jonas was damn funny ! he wanted to buy the chocomania voucher with $2.
HAHHAA.
sat there for quite awhile
ME AND GIRLFRIEND ACCOMPLISHED A TASK :D
harhar. right girlfriend ?
clarissa was getting high on i dont know what ?
walked to wisma, SAW J***N
my goodness me girlfriend was cheating on me la.
fakking hell, that stupidd girl. hahha spying on J****
walked back and forth from cine to taka side.
sucks la please. :/
couldnt find j**** so we sat at rocky masters hoping to spot him
HAHA stupid girlfriend.
finally saw him outside taka.
stupid spy la eh girlfriend?
leonard came !
he gave me water :D
i love daddyy :D
mr tan was walking around cine
haha :) then saw him at wisma
told him to come to coffee club but we left
AND im damn sad today la. :(
jacinta, girlfriend and mich should know why
SUCKS la sucks. :((((((
ive got NOTHING to do for chinese new year
cos i dont celebrate it :/
going to my uncle's house for dinner though
ughhh i dont like socialising.
HAHA
oh my shittttt
forgot to go see miss liem today.
about cheerleading :/
YES, we either choreograph and be in it, or just choreograph
like HELLLOOOO ?
ahhh, whatever la !
this is a .44 caliber love letter straight from the heart
i love my girlfriend truckloads ! :)
happy now girlfriend ?
dont say i never blogg about you.
mr chan is so funny okay.
jacinta asked him for one more mark for practical and he started shouting.
psychotic or what ?
mr chan : i want you all to hand in the graph tomorrow
everyone : but its a half dayyyy !
mr chan : i dont care. cannot owe over chinese new year, bad luck !
jacinta : you owe me $30
HAHAHA :D
sec one dance auditions today
saw soniajie's sister
gladys, and this valerie girl
who knew my name and said ooh you have two earholes
harhar. hilarious.
went to the hall to practice syf
danceworks people were there
ended up helping joanne clean up group 2's steps
going out with mich tomorrow after school i guess
we end at 1030.
gon get valentines day presents
esp for girlfriend the idiot who insists that i must get her a present
cos its our anniversary ! :D
kyna ; xiaohunhun* cheer up okay ? i dont like to see you cry. now you know how much i love you la, i finished that weird sweet jellyish thing that you gave me kay :) sorry about tomorrow, go out and have fun with bernie and all yea ? and im going to your house. one of these days. and NO im not telling you what we're getting you for valentines day ;)
heaven knows, im head over heels and it shows
ran two rounds round the school
did stretching, splits and all
practiced syf like a million times
once with hair down
jenna came back :)
watched her dance
whoaa.
watched group 2 practice
then went to sonata
walked around with mabel
she went high on long johns, haha
took a pic at the instant photo booth at somerset mrt
haha, it was damn squishy inside :/
came home, slept frm 3 to 630
and im still sleepy now.
830 mass tomorrow
off to watch simple life!
rock it dont stop it everybody get on the floor
hello there !
ALL SYFERS WHO WANT GREEK SANDALS
mabel and i are going down to sonata tomorrow, so whoever wants them bring $38 and come with us. i do not want to collect money from you all and buy the shoes for you.
we had spot check yesterday
yes,
finally our turn
i didnt get caught
hahahahahha :D
mag low was like, you're fine. okay go.
had dance yesterday
was damn tired after that
and the 7 count thing started already
what the hell la eh chee wei !
zaki didnt come for dance today
practiced in the dance studio, canteen stage, canteen floor, basketball court and back to the dance studio. :/
my body is aching like crap
dont know why, this is the first time in about a month
ha.
and all the feelings i thought were gone
came rushing back to me at once
tried to smile and hide the way i felt
but i was thinking to myself
truth is, i never got over you
truth is, wish i was standing in her shoes
truth is, and when its all said and done
guess im still in love with You.
truth is, i never should have let you go
truth is, and its killing me cos now i know
truth is, and when its all said and done
guess im still in love with You.
you wont cry for my absence
im already into the holiday mood :/
had the chinese test today
full paper and the li jie wen da and zhong he tian kong was like a total foreign language to me. uhhhh. okayy.
three more days of school before half day on tuesday
at least there's dance :)
have i mentioned i got my pink samsung e800c :D
been downloading ringtones, haha.
so in love with nelly - and they say :D
im weak and ive gone hazy
im crazy for that lady
shes chic but shes not shady
sophisticaded lady
and she makes me feel good
shes so fine.
i should stop thinking of you like, 24/7.
happy birthday :)
is it someone missing me
went far east to get the class tee done with dawn, jen, stef and jacinta
after over an hour of shall we say, disagreements, with whoever whatever. ha, talk to my hand la please.
anyway i think our design is shit cool. :)
ah, just screw it la.
found out something i dont really wanna know.
:(
screw it la.
14feb. our ONE YEAR anniversary.
haha. i love my girlfriend.
hear that you shithead.
i thought we were supposed to conference.
call me now and stop studying.
